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I'm still not letting go...
Bitched on: Saturday, October 20, 2007
Time: 10/20/2007 11:15:00 PM
It took too long, it took too longTime: 10/20/2007 11:15:00 PM
It took too long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday
I played along, I played along
I played along rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a
Who would forget that?
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Emo shit
Bitched on: Saturday, September 29, 2007
Time: 9/29/2007 03:44:00 PM
Yes, I know my entries are very emo and so is my MSN nick. Time: 9/29/2007 03:44:00 PM
No, my cat isn't dead. I just think its cute that it looks so 'depressed' hence I used it as a 'model'.
I'm going through a very empty period in my life when nothing matters anymore. I'm simply bored. And confused. And very tired. And easily irritable.
I guess its probably because of fasting, hence the lethargy and irritability. Though I keep telling myself to be at peace in this holy month but I can't help feeling hot-headed and I especially feel like crap.
I am squeezed between home and school. Though it is supposedly the freaking recess week the past week, I have been going to school for projects and shit. The people at home wants me to paint the house (cause I suggested the house needed a fresh coat of paint... me and my big mouth). I would gladly help but if they keep teasing me (cause I'm supposedly the 'family-klutz' ) , I can't be bothered to do anything at home.
School is also another pressure-zone. Datelines looming, presentations in a week, essays included, Chinese homework due...
The main reason for my emo and angsty nicks is because of a certain group of 'friends' who to date haven't even wished moi a simple 'Happy Birthday'. I don't care if its via a flipping SMS (at least this is a simple acknowledgement)... but nothing? I know it sounds damn petty but this group of friends (two person in particular) is supposedly my closest friends. Screw it if you think I'm petty, I'm just pissed off.
After all I have done for your birthdays, I get nought. Next year, I won't bother. After all we have gone through, you forgot me on my birthday. You too have been forgotten, not just on your birthdays but on all the other days as well.
Screw you...
This bitch had had enough.
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Depressed. Discouraged. Disappointed.
Bitched on: Saturday, September 22, 2007
Time: 9/22/2007 01:47:00 PM
Time: 9/22/2007 01:47:00 PM
Haiz...0 comments
Disappointed.
Time: 9/22/2007 11:47:00 AM
You have done a fantastic job avoiding me. I have not once seen you since your return.You have done a fantastic job keeping me out of your life. I have not heard anything about you 'cept from someone else. I don't even know you have another.
And you have done a completely fantastic job with your dieting and probably disappearing into thin air. I won't even recognise you anymore.
Congratulations.
My dear friends. I will do the same unto you. You have been forgotten. Our memories erased.
I wish I could do what Kate Winslet did to Jim Carrey in 'Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind'.
Is it too much to ask for you to remember that day?
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Discouraged.
Bitched on: Friday, September 21, 2007
Time: 9/21/2007 03:35:00 PM
What am I doing?Time: 9/21/2007 03:35:00 PM
What did I do wrong?
My crit went so horribly wrong.
Like standing in front of the firing squad... alone...
I feel so miserable...
Shoot me once in the head and get it done and over with.
Am I supposed to be here? I am doubting myself, me being in this course.
Enough is enough. I have been beaten.
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Depressed.
Time: 9/21/2007 03:24:00 PM
I need to trade in my old friends, they don't work anymore."Someone who is always surrounded by a sea of friends, sometimes feels he
is the loneliest of them all."
Reality check, I have 500 over friends in my friendster account. That does not mean anything to me.
I feel so lonely... So disappointed. So depressed lately.
Anyone I can turn to? Anyone to be here physically to comfort me?
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10 days and counting...
Time: 9/21/2007 03:17:00 PM
For one day you forgot, is one year of you I have forgotten.0 comments
