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Euthanasia...
Bitched on: Thursday, March 09, 2006
Just kill me now someone! Please gimme a shotgun! Lemme just shoot myself!Time: 3/09/2006 12:05:00 PM I wanna die! I am in pain! I look like crap! I feel like crap! I'm bed-ridden! I have no appetite! Just let me die! I feel miserable (like duh..). Why? I have chicken pox. Before you slap my face and tell me to stop whining (you big bratt!), hear me out. Chicken pox in adults (yes, I am a big boy now) is pretty serious. The blisters are bigger and more widespread. Just look at my horribly disfigured face. I shudder to think of the post-chicken pox scars...And I even have the blisters on my scalp down to the soles of my feet and in my ear and even on my ehem... And my fever. Yesterday was the all time highest. One minute I'm shivering, the next, I'm sweating profusely. Silly as this sounds, when I was shivering under my blankie, with every toss and turn excruciatingly painful, with my throat parched dry and breath smelling worst than a corpse's, I couldn't help but think of jumping out of my window beside my bed. Silly but I did think of it. Suicide? Selfish and irresponsible. I look at my parents, my mum buying me all the things to make my throat better (tau hway, soya bean milk, bird's nest drinks) and my dad applying the calamine on my back.... I love them so much. But here's a thought, what if your loved one is gravely ill? However, it isn't his or her time to go yet. And between now and then, he or she is in tremendous amount of pain. And your loved one wants to let go. Will you let go? More importantly, will you assist? Mercy killing. Euthanasia. Will you do it? Like what happened to Terri Schiavo. I will just leave you with a website to learn more about euthanasia. And do read the People Articles, some really tug at your heart-strings. I'm sorry I need to go off now. I feel awful. I need to go hibernate now. Labels: personal 0 comments |
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