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A year of Blogging, A look back. Part 2
Bitched on: Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Time: 12/27/2006 12:29:00 AM
See Part 1.Time: 12/27/2006 12:29:00 AM
(continued)
I have to be honest with you, while I did started out blogging with the intention of having a lot of people read my blog and sharing a piece of me with the 'world', I do not (I repeat, 'I do not') have a personal mission to dethrone Wendy or Mr Brown... Yeah, I had dreams of blogging as a full-time job but that was like a year ago, when there was still 'a raging fire' in me. Now, I'll be lucky if I have a tiny spark each day to blog. Haha...
So I listened to my own advice and I've stopped being delusional.
But that doesn't mean that having only a few people reading your blog is a bad thing. Its sharing your story to the few, having your story heard and touching the few readers which is a bigger deal. I blog with humour, I do, for most of my entries. But there were some entries which were anything but funny. Some emotional entries like the ones about my late grandma, was in way, a channel for me to grieve and at the same time to celebrate the beauty of life, a dedication to her, if you like. Friends and strangers alike offered condolences; and for that I am grateful. :)
Another emotional entry has to be when my handphone was stolen while I was 'holidaying' in Kuala Lumpur. It was not just stolen, it was snatched, right from my very hands by some scum-of-the-earth-dirt-bag-on-a-pathetic-excuse-for-a-bike. It has been close to 4 months now, but I am still friggin paranoid and mad at that son-of-a-bitch ('mad' is an understatement). I got myself a new phone, and it feels so weird. I feel more aware now of people around me when I use the phone, scared even... I even attach a wrist band, just in case. And if all that happens again, I will never forgive myself.
Another entry I'm most proud of is 'Scarred for Life.' It wasn't an entry that I had planned to write. It was written in the spur of the moment. It was exactly word-for-word account of what I was feeling that night. I had friends coming to me trying to 'comfort' me after that. I didn't feel like that only at that moment, I feel like that every waking second. I still hate looking into the mirror. My greatest fear is that I will be like this for the rest of my life.
A kind soul offered to re-post that entry in her blog. The blog is part of her online project on scars, and the often emotional stories behind these scars. She is also an exceptional photographer in Canada who recently had an exhibition of her works. Of course, I felt truly honoured to be one of those mentioned in her work (you can read my 'story' here in her blog). Its awesome by the way, her project, and I love the pictures of me and other 'scarred ones' (so imperfect, yet beautiful).
Its the little things like this that makes you feel driven to blog.
To be heard and to be seen.
To reach out and touch the readers...
Her small act, made me feel truly honoured. Thanks, Svea.
Another habit of mine is that I like to 'revisit' entries in my blog.
So here I go, I will try to 'revisit' all the more popular entries in one go, chronologically... that I will try...
Tammy. Tammy. Tammy.
The most-sought-after topic in my blog. Why?!!Its been close to a year now! Move on! Leave that horny little cheerleader alone!!! Does my blog look like a pornographic site to you?
While we are still on the topic of sex videos, I don't have any steamy videos on my blog!!! Neither do I have any links to any videos!!! No Susan Chua! No 'minah tudung' (headscarf ladies)! And no Paris Hilton!
Secondly, Miss Izzy. I blogged about her a few months ago. It was only recently that her popularity shot up (thanks to 'Girls Out Loud'). The little slutty 'yellow' girl with super-fake accent, prepubescent chest and a knack for sleeping with white dicks. I can't stand her. Stop belittling Asian guys in your blog, you little tramp.
Here's her picture from her blog. I blurred her breasts (... I mean chest... though I had thought it wasn't necessary at first). Trust me, I'm doing you all a favour. 
Colin and Kero, are they still together, or have they broken up?
Do I care? Last time I check they didn't act together in some Hollywood movie and neither did they adopt kids from Africa or Cambodia. So, No.
They are gay, big deal. This is Singapore, that's stale news. If you still wanna know, see here (their own Yahoo Group... what the hell?)
Before and After pictures??? Are these pictures of the same girl? A case of good grooming, photoshop or work done? You decide.
While you do that, lemme drool over her. Dawn Yang... *drools*...
Plus, I blogged about Singapore Idol too. From the auditions to the finale when Hady was crowned. From the stupid delusional people who auditioned to the irritating incessant screamings of the mostly female teenage audience to Ja's nonsensical ramblings to Gurmit's horrible hosting. And last but not least the controversional Joakim and Paul prolonged stay in the top 5.
So that's about all I want to blog about for now. If you want to read more, try clicking on those entries on the sidebar (right), under '.popular BITCHings'.
I just wanna say thanks to all those who read my blog. Thanks to all my friends who give me the encouragement, the 'spark' to continue blogging. Gosh... I sound like I'm accepting an award. Haha...
I can't believe it has been a year now. And what an amazing year it has been.
I can't believe it has been a year now. And what an amazing year it has been.
Hopefully, I will survive another year, and another and another... May the fire burn on.
The He-bitch is on fire, baby!!!
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